[04 Jan 2010|11:20pm] desirea002 sometimes i wonder why college education costs such a RIDICULOUS amount. what have you given me, in life, mr. school, that i now owe you one of my paychecks every month and people are indebted to you until they are too old to make babies anymore. the doctors are still paying some of their loans off on top of their kids! i mean, thousands of dollars, to learn. and i wonder how much its inflated over the years i have the power to look it up since i am online but ill just leave that to linger. i just wonder who decided to have a degree you must pay fourty grand a year just to learn whoever it was, smart man. (yeah, it probably was a man, or atleast he got the credit for it) i wanna meet someone who makes jingles for adds and i want them to make a jingle for my daily events to make them sound more fun to me. like getting in the cold car a nice little song for that would make it a happy event horrible kids at work "bad baby bad baby whatchya gonna do when the shot comes for youuu" (to the tune of cops theme" like, i would wake up and there would be a teme song telling me how my day will be. im done. post comment

gjaklgjaklgjaklgjaklg [02 Jan 2010|12:41am] pee_of_boo i feel like throwing things screaming ripping digging my nails into someones skin ripping some more    SCREAMING. angry.angry.angry.angry.angry--am i crazy? post comment

[31 Dec 2009|02:38pm] desirea002 i wanna be tan thin blonde and fabulous. i want to be easy going and most of all i want to eliminate the unneeded. i wish my friends in college understood how draining it is to work a full time job. its not like im working some kind of odd job where i stand and greet people all day and fold clothes, being a nurse takes a lot out of you, and when you work 8-7, you come home and just want to sleep. on weekends you have so much to catch up on from the week, that there really isnt all the time in the world. also i wish some people understood that living at home, and not on a college campus, costs more. i cant walk to get food using my school id i cant walkt to my friends house and pay for a cup and drink all night. to go out, and have a good time, you have to drive there, either pay at the bar or pay for whatever youre doing. and no one has bangers everynight when theres work the next day. i made a great group of friends in flornece. they get me, they like me, and im comfortable. the other night someone said somehting a little mean to me, and they took my side and stuck up for me. i'm happy, and i cant wait to just become happier. i found who i am. 3 comments|post comment

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